‘They’d want us to remind everybody what happened,’ B.C. residential school survivor says

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It’s not simple for Jack Kruger to dredge up recollections from his residential faculty years however he does it for the various others who didn’t dwell lengthy sufficient to do the identical.

“They’d want us to remind everybody what happened and why we need to talk, why we need to teach people in school and in our communities that something happened,” Kruger, a member of the Penticton Indian Band, mentioned.

“I am doing this for those who can’t talk.”


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In 1956, Kruger was compelled onto a practice to Cranbrook by the police and members of the clergy. As soon as they arrived, they had been loaded onto a cow truck and pushed to the St. Eugene Residential Faculty, which was operated by the Catholic Church from 1912 till 1970.

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Jack was six years outdated when he made that life-changing journey.

“There was a whole bunch of us children there. Many were crying because they didn’t want to leave home,” he mentioned. “I didn’t know what was going on. I was told I was going for a little ride and little did I know what it was all about.”


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Kruger stayed on the faculty till he was in Grade 8 and the intervening years supplied a nightmarish array of recollections he’s had a long time to kind via.

“I remember watching a priest raping the kids.… I remember them slapping kids,” he mentioned. “I’ve seen the priest and heard him telling two boys, ‘Go ahead and throw him in there.’ What he was talking to the two boys about was throwing that young boy that passed away into the furnace, the fire.”

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In June, ground-penetrating radar was used to look a web site near the previous St. Eugene’s Mission Faculty and 182 graves had been discovered.

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On the time, it was unclear whether or not the stays had been of kids. That discovery, nevertheless, adopted the Cowessess First Nation additionally utilizing ground-penetrating radar to detect 751 unmarked graves on the former Marieval Indian Residential Faculty east of Regina, and the invention of the stays of 215 kids on the former residential faculty in Kamloops, B.C.

“(The boy) is not one of the ones you’ll find buried,” Kruger mentioned. “That child burnt up and is forever gone.”


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Kruger is a survivor however it’s a title that took a heavy emotional toll.

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“I guess you could say (those who suffered) sexual abuse, we were better off,” he mentioned.

“At least you’re alive, even though you live with the trauma the rest of your life. The trauma of having your friend hang himself is probably the one that hurt me the most.”

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So did the messaging that he was lower than different kids rising up in Canada.

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“They destroyed my belief that I was anything,” he mentioned.

“I didn’t think I was better than a dirty little Indian who didn’t know (anything). I always believed I was dumb so I never did go to school after I came back, I just went to Grade 8 and I lost any will to go to school.”

The province this summer time introduced it might dedicate $12 million to assist First Nations doing investigative work at former residential establishments and for packages to assist group members experiencing trauma.

It’s working with a lot of nations which have requested help in figuring out subsequent steps for looking the websites, together with the Tk’emlups te Secwepemc in Kamloops and the Daylu Dena Council in Decrease Submit.

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The Indian Residential Faculties Decision Well being Help Program has a hotline to assist residential faculty survivors and their relations struggling trauma invoked by the recall of previous abuse. The quantity is 1-866-925-4419.




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